segunda-feira, 17 de junho de 2019

Hello again...

I was about 82kg when I started this, right? Well... I'm 71kg right now.
My life is kinda falling apart so I'm a mess but I'm really trying to get back to it.
I hate the FOMO of life and to be the late one/waste my youth/too old for this or that. I'm only 20 and constantly hear I'll be too old when I finally finish my studies...... That's crazy stupid?? But there's no way I can do anything, right? I guess.

Anyway, -10kg... I want to get somewhat between 60-65kg........ Still feels so far away. Again, I'm 162cm.

I think writing helps me a lot since it's quiet and I can actually think about my problems and organize my future actions. I'm also not used to write in english with proper grammar and ponctuations so I believe it's going to be a 'win win' situation hehehe

Ahm..... that's it for now.

- I'll finish the book I'm reading,
- Start the following one,
- Try to finish my classes,
- Breathe,
- Get back to art,
- LOSE WEIGHT.

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