Hi there! It's been a while.
A lot has happened since last June...
- My dog died in mid September
- Got some weight back (oops?)
- Lots of realization about myself
- Started my bullet journal!
- Friends :D
- Yes, I've finished the book and started the following one
- I have indeed gotten back to art, yay
To sumn up 2020 so far...
> January was a lot of fun, I hang out a lot with my friends and we played lots of RPG. I ate and cried a lot too.
> February is being a bit slow, but so far so good. My classes are back, I'm actually in good terms with my dad (!!), I'm being productive with my art (not as much as I want to tho, so I'm working on it... quite literally).
Also right now I'm weighting 75kg... My goal still is 60-65kg so... I'm back to the feeling "-10kg... that's a lot!". But then I remember I was 85 and now I'm 75... It was hard sometimes but overall pretty smooth, so I'm calming myself down.
And I think it's good to mention that I struggled quite a bit with what I liked (back in 2017) because of toxic friends. Now, much more aware of this, I decided to finally snip those friendships and keep a good distance, just saying hi whenever and that's about it.
I like animation, illustration, k-pop, korean dramas, cute fashion and silly/dunk memes. I'm pretty happy liking these and whoever ever makes me feel bad again for liking something, I'm just.... gonna stay away from them. I know it sounds obvious but it was a small yet quite sharp rock in my shoe for a long time. Those toxic friends kept kinda making fun of me (indirectly.... of course) and it made me feel so bad. Later, I've realized how stupid it was to feel guilty/bad about liking... music???? Or memes???????? Or anything really... It makes me feel so good and happy, why should I feel bad about it?? Absurd situation that happens way too often with most people.
I've surrounded myself with friends I have an enjoyable, healthy and genuine relationship only. Of course I still have some... casual friends (I don't know how to put it, but I guess it's easy to get what I mean ...right?) which is healthy too! Like classmates or just not-so-close friends.
So... yeah, that's me right now. I still lack a lot but I'm quite happy with who I am, and that's pretty amazing if you ask me.